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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 02:48:17 GMT

stop by mai new home >>ShinpitekiNaYume<<

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:35:21 GMT

Well, I must say "Good Luck Kenichi Horie!!"
GANBATTE YO! Traveling the world just by yacht
[for the 3rd time!!] left October '04
has passed through the Pacific Ocean already
Expected return to Japan=end of May 05

enough of that, going bak to my old ways..
may be a good thing but not sure just yet..
lol I will know, hopefully not too late lol
off to other things, yesterday=decent day
enjoyed myself.. spent time with the new family,
i guess cus havent seen them in weeks X_x
it was all good, we chill'd and watch'd a movie
MEET THE BROWNS by Tyler Perry= funny
i was cracken up like hell entire time

need 2 study japanese, been slacking
due 2 lack of time mostly forgettin alot..
, i know that it suxxs.. oh well though..
all study'n paid off, now its down the drain
i'll get to study'n, hit da shower & get rest..
L8RZ!!!! Love to all, have a good nite.. on me!!

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 01:12:46 GMT

As it is, the right way is still a mystery but all is well
Keep thinkin' back like I left without something but no worries so far..
I made it through today, which is a good thing and I'm happy now
Proud of myself.. and I'm getting my priorities straight right now...
Feels good to be back on the right track.. treading softly..
Guessing that is good part of it all.. I can overcome this..
I've never felt better... Life will not cease to exist for me.. just yet..
THX 2 EVERYONE THAT CARED TO TRY AND HELP, I LUV U GUYZ!!
THE WORSE ISNT QUITE OVER YET, BUT I'M BEARING WITH IT FOR NOW

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 01:51:03 GMT

Leaving myself open is one thing but I hate being VULNERABLE to anyone..
It sucks alot more than I could have ever imagined.. IS THIS MY FAULT???
Before I was really happy, but maybe I was unaware of what laid ahead of me
Guess that I expected nothing to be different but in truth I have mixed feelings
Wonder if things will change now if at all or if it will ever get better from here
The truth stares me in the face, I for once truly feel lonely, although I'm not
Not so much lonely but just alone but there is no turning back from here
Path that I'm forced to take is obviously different than the one that I want
No one understands but those who can understand can't help.. THIS SUCKS
Not sure right now [about anything!] but I know I must trust myself to do this..
Doing what's right is the only way out, if only I knew what the right way was..
Some are stronger than others and can endure the change and some cannot..
I GUESS ONLY THE FUTURE WILL SHOW ME WHICH OF THESE THAT I AM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 19:30:37 GMT

meimetsu me nagareru jikan ni taisetsu na nanika wa iro aseteyuku..

IT IS SO GOOD TO SEE PEOPLE GROW UP AND THEN THEY CAN MOVE ON AND YOU CAN BE PROUD OF THEM FOR IT.. ALMOST LIKE YOU ARE GROWING WITH THEM.. AND OVERALL IT REALLY DOES MEAN A GREAT THING HAS OCCURED BUT TIME GOES BY SO FAST SOMETIMES, ITS ALMOST LIKE YOU DONT EXPECT ANYTHING.. SO WHEN IT HAPPENS NOT ONLY ARE YOU SHOCKED BUT ALSO AMAZED AND I REALIZE THAT I'VE FORGOTTEN SO MANY THINGS... ALL THE GOOD [[AND BAD X__x]] THINGS THAT COME ALONG WITH THE JOY OF BEING HAPPY.. SADNESS IS THE PRICE TO PAY FOR AN EVEN GREATER HAPPINESS.. AND OF COURSE IT IS WELL WORTH IT....

Shoutoutz:
[x] Ant Man - I miss you!! We gotta hang out again!!
[x] Rio - genki to kitte ureshi dane^^
[x] Jinji- nanikato MISS U TOO tte kanji~
[x] Larizzle- U HAVE TO COME C ME..
[x] Ruben - gosh u can never go away!! lol jus playen
[x] Choowie- gotz mad luv kid!! keep it coming!!
[x] Danny- oioi wann come see you.. *roadtrip*
[x] Twin - hope you get better, sweetie!!
[x] Nicci - see ya next weekend!!! haha
[x] Nelly-we are going to movies on Jan 14!!!!

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 01:55:33 GMT

Hm, no school todai fer meeh.. didnt feel well..
gotta headache, neckache, backache, n sore throat
basically the works.. n it really sucks!!
anyways... its cold out as usual ..
last nite = 15 n now = 21 yay?
snow isnt all gone yet.. most shoveled, none melted

todai will be a dai of relaxation fer meeh..
need it once again, lately real tired
got few things done around the house n such
but tis da weekend n i'ma be soo bored
gotta find sumthin to get into.. any ideas??

TSUKARE HATETA KARADA SAE,
YOKOTAWARU KOTO GA DEKINAI YO

~<3 JaZu-cHaN

Friday, January 07, 2005

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 01:37:58 GMT

put all comments on last post pls.. thx..

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 01:42:10 GMT

Well when it snows im not too happy
but today all looks kinda good
the snow is not as bad as it waz before
pikuchaz of last snow day are below..

newayz, today was OK day
got that extra break that i needed YAY
wasnt ready for back to school time
early morningz = main problem
but get another day off for tomorrowz too
got email from Molly n dats alwayz GOOD to kno..
miss her bunchez.. AI SHITERU YO MOY!!
so all is well with me, hope with yall too
take care ne~~ i really miss you guyz~~
-mUaHz AzN sTyLe- I MAI HOMIEZ!

p.s. I LOVE IVY QUEEN!!!
OR ITZ JUS THAT I LUV REGGAETON? LOL

da evergreen tree in my front yard..

the view from my porch...

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 02:19:46 GMT

The New Year Resolutions:

1] SENIOR year? ima strive to be all that i can..
academically I will not fail
meaning: bringin my 3rd n 4th semester grades up to scale
startin off with sumthin decent i hope...

2] family? rekindle some relationships and such..
put myself out there when i'm needed.. you know..
the stuff they expect from me?

3] friends? maintain good relations..
help you to strive for the best.. mostly cuz i love you all...

4] ME? mochiron ne!! gotta learn to be a better person...
lol cant let things bug me too much..
and i gotta be nicer to sum pplz too..

n.e.wayz have a wonderful new year cuz I KNO I WILL!!
please be sure to take care of yourself
but dont forget to party HARD!!!

Kotoshi Mo Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu!

....Thanks for all the memories of 2004...
I'll never forget my great friends and family..
keep holdin it down!! ahahaha....

Friday, December 31, 2004

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 02:33:49 GMT

well as it turns out, all is well
yea talked to mom and shes cool
just uber tired from surgery..
and taking lotta pain killerz..
hope she dont over do it

in other news.. school starts MONDAI!!
thats jus not worth goin back to.. but..
THANK GOODNESS ima senior this year
i mean gosh.. can we say senioritis??

but all in all, it'll be cool cus ima KIK IT!
for SATURDAI! yeah thats rite! New Year's Day!
YEAH, ITZ ON!! EVERBODY GET READY!! JAZZ IS HERE!