Leaving myself open is one thing but I hate being…

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Posted by: Sweetness874 Original: 1/11/2005 8:51 PM Views: 7 Comments: 4 eProps: 8 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Leaving myself open is one thing but I hate being VULNERABLE to anyone..
It sucks alot more than I could have ever imagined.. IS THIS MY FAULT???
Before I was really happy, but maybe I was unaware of what laid ahead of me
Guess that I expected nothing to be different but in truth I have mixed feelings
Wonder if things will change now if at all or if it will ever get better from here
The truth stares me in the face, I for once truly feel lonely, although I'm not
Not so much lonely but just alone but there is no turning back from here
Path that I'm forced to take is obviously different than the one that I want
No one understands but those who can understand can't help.. THIS SUCKS
Not sure right now [about anything!] but I know I must trust myself to do this..
Doing what's right is the only way out, if only I knew what the right way was..
Some are stronger than others and can endure the change and some cannot..
I GUESS ONLY THE FUTURE WILL SHOW ME WHICH OF THESE THAT I AM

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~nods~ I felt that way when I was fresh off some common hurt and pain. I'm sure you will endure for those who can speak of change will change.

Posted 1/11/2005 9:02 PM by BlacJap - reply

yes, i wanna know the right way too...

Posted 1/11/2005 10:08 PM by MizPeachCobbler - reply

First off, sorry you miss me, and I'll try to call. I've been... busy shall we say, since I've been back.

I'll give this some thought and get back to you. Even if randomly, I tend to help at least a little. Miss ya Love.

Posted 1/12/2005 4:36 AM by zerohourseraphim - reply